It was busy, but not stressful.
I keep thinking about how stress-free in general my life is right now. How in the world did THAT happen? A year ago, I stressed over anything and everything. (Really . . . everything. I could turn shoelaces into a nightmarish fiasco.) And now I realize how amazing it is that we have . . well all kinds of things I fear jinxing dare I name them individually.
The new year as well as my birthday makes this my season of self-evaluation. And as I look over my life right now, I see that it certainly isn't what I strived for once upon a time. But I do believe it is much better than anything I could have planned for myself. I am surrounded by love, laughter and stability - what more could I possibly need? Did I craft my life to be this way? Was it pure luck? A little (or lot) of both?
I can't help but wonder what kind of lives my own kids will build for themselves.
Wherever they end up down the timeline, I just hope I am still in their circles of love and laughter.
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